Fake

            Today I'm a little busy, I do my routine and my assignment, so I feel tired, I want to take a nap but I can't, even though my body is limp, and what I do is overthinking, my mind is full, so messed up and complicated, and my feelings follow my mind, when I got those feelings at the first time I'm not react anything when my heart sucks, I start to whine and finally, my tears fall down followed my mouth open to scream, not loud but at least I was sounded my voice, and when I felt better I wrote this.

            And I realized that when I got those feelings I try to be fine, cuz I don't want to react too much, and recently I hear my friend say that she always shows her bad feeling even when she was fine at that time, I don't know why people can exaggerate their story even she was in a good situation, meanwhile, other people like me close our feelings and try to be fine, but if we were showing our feelings people not believe it, and judged that our feelings are fake when we need to be heard and have some attention, people don't care anymore.

            So for you who try to be fine or exaggerate your feelings just because you bored maybe, please that's not good for yourself and around you, and somehow you keep lying to yourself and others, people can suppose you that you're always in a good situation or maybe otherwise, so if you were happy you allowed to show you the true feelings and if you were sad you allowed to show it either, our life is up and down, the happiness is not immortal likewise your sadness.

Words of I'm fine and save me is the same things because that's all is FAKE💔

I’m the only one who can save me

He walks badly and never dies

How about you?

My sky is clear

All the pain

Take care

BTS - I'm fine